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No Pain No GainThe pain I feel,
I put it aside.
You come first,
Your happiness more than mine.
I will be your big brother,
No matter my feelings you're first.
I help you,
You don't need to help me.
Big brother can deal with them himself,
I love you my little sister,
And my pain is worth your happiness.
StairwellYou walk down and down,
In to the black abyss.
Not seeing two steps in front of you,
All you see is dark and the light given to you.
A person says 'proceed' and you obey.
Like the fleeting lamb you are, you obey.
You proceed as instructed and hear the cries.
The cries of a child.
Crying for help, over and over.
You rush to go to the source of the noise.
Yet the more you descend,
It does not get closer.
You go in to the abyss for 300 meters.
Running, but eventually.
You see a figure, no pupils, no mouth.
It just blankly stares at you.
You're at the top of the stairs...
And it at the bottom.
You sigh and blink and think it's a
The family I hadThe family I had,
Mostly gone in favour of others.
One I fell in love with,
And soon the rest I did too.
But the initial member left me,
And I got through that with my family.
Then again found myself in love,
But jumped the gun too soon after losing one.
It crumbled to dust,
This house now wrecked because of my lust.
I fought on and on for happiness for all,
But happiness was just the rise before a fall.
I fell so far,
And it hurt so much.
I lost two members of my dysfunctional family.
Now only three it seems remain,
Although one just by a thread.
One close to me, the littlest one,
I care for her like an older brother sho
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More